Akizs words….

When I write this, even am also an owner of a stone heart.. Heart is a beautiful thing god has provided us with. It beats and maintains life in the so called body and also it makes us to love and care for all. We have heard many say that most of us are heartless or have a heart of stone, but we never try to know why a person is like that. We humans know how to criticize a lot, but we never try to know what’s the thing inside that specific person. If we did, then we wouldn’t see a person with stone heart around.

Instances in life and persons are the main reason why a person becomes like this. Bad instances or influence of bad people negatively impact our heart. Heart is one of the delicate substance that our body have, and mind is the mastermind that controls it. We should never let our mind overpower us. Both of these should be controlled, when one becomes more powered then negativity revolves at times. The combination of negative energy changes a beautiful heart to a heart of stone. Life is not as beautiful like we see in pictures, it’s one of the dirties business existent, which we should survive no matter what.

We humans come alone and go alone, in this timeframe what we can do is spread love, care and concern. Make others feel that yes I’m there for you. Give them hope to live more without a heart of stone. If humans co-exist like this then Earth will be one of the most beautiful place to live. But sadly today’s world is after money, fame and power, and in pursuit of this they forget about people who are with them and slowly they also become a stone hearted person because they are left alone by others.. As humans if u feel you have a heart of stone, it’s not late to transform. You still have time to change it, become self reliant, love yourself more and more, care for yourself more and more, this way you can attain mental happiness in this world where no one cares for others. Accept reality and move on should be the new motto we posses instead of becoming disheartened and then transforming our heart to stone.

As a kid I used to be afraid of darkness a lot. Darkness for me back then used to be some sort of monster who will come grab and gulp us in seconds. As time passed I gradually got to know more about the beauty of darkness. Darkness is the beautiful phase where we get to imbibe many things. Frankly speaking I now love darkness more than the lit surroundings because emotions can be easily hidden in darkness rather than in light and also backstabbers will be minimum in dark also.

Darkness in life is a phase in which we get to do a lot of self realisation. While I’m writing this, am also going through a dark phase in life. I learned many things during this phase. I learned my faults. I realised who are true and who are actors. I realised my goals in life. I realised what I’m as a person and how to change myself. Dark moments are really precious to me even though I had many sorrows in it. The night which is beautiful with lights and stars is beautiful just because of the darkness surrounding it. We should learn to see beauty in anything and everything we see. Darkness is a teacher which teaches us life and karma is the supporter of darkness when we go against it.

When I think about home, I don’t remember anything actually because I used to be in a house to be honest. A home is a cozy and warm place filled with love, affection and care. A place where the above said are inexistent then we can only call it a house. Everyone wish to make their place a home. We sometimes tag our workplace, our college or school as home away fr om home. It eventually became a second home because of the love and concern between friends, colleagues, teachers and so on. I have to be honest never experienced a homely feeling anywhere. I really do wish to experience it at some point in my life.

My 20 years on Earth has been hectic if my memory serves me right. It’s always been filled with fights, hatred, distance, money and power. Likewise there are many out there like me who live inside a house and not a home. The problem we mainly see is incompatibility amongst each other. Humans are now so after materialistic things that life has to offer. In the end we forget ourselves and those who are with us and create a holistic environment which reduces the homely feeling for a person. As a person I would like to highlight somethings from my personal experiences. Even if you are rich or poor when you are with your family don’t pass down the pressures you have onto them and make a negative surrounding. Another thing is that try to avoid quarreling maximum, if you feel you are right you may state but if the opposite doesn’t get you just be silent and let the other understand as time pass by .

It’s boring to read such lengthy paragraphs but I just jotted down what I felt I should express. I hope…….

I have spend majority of my life till now at an upcoming metropolitan city. City has always been fascinating for me with its neon lights, high traffic, and traffic of people bustling around with their gadgets on hand or ear. City have both positives and negatives according to me. City plays a major role in the development of a city because it’s at a city most of the developmental projects happen and new employment opportunities are created.

But city is not the same as it used to be back then. New risings came, trains started running on skies and underground, with that dishonesty and hatred among the people also increased. People are competing with each other in a city. City life at times is hectic and at times is blessing. As a person who lived his 20 years of life at a city I always love to be there and not anywhere else because of the cultural differences and thinking. But when we look deep into the lives of a city, a city always have tears.

City is a feeling, it have infrastructure which connects us to the skies which brings us calm. The lights on the street, the lights from the store and all gives us a sense of joy without even knowing, when we are going stressed out. I love to be from a city but I hate the fact that city is the most polluted because of the rumbling traffic of motors I mentioned before. But nowadays initiatives are being taken to reduce stress and pollution by taking measures such as car pool, cab pool, increased entertainment at parks and walkways, residence association parks and meets etc. In the end we all are humans and what makes each geography unique is the facilities, it’s people, and development.

A wide area which change colours as time goes up and down. It’s one of the most beautiful creation I have ever seen. Sky looks at us all time without any change in it’s attitude towards us. I always wonder what if sky changed it’s attitude towards us living beings when I was a kid. We also have seen in comics about sky going to fall on us which was really funny to watch then. Sky do change it’s colour, do bless us at times unlike human beings I see around.

Sky have always been the one who see my emotions, my frustrations, my tensions, almost everything I have been through. I see sky as my best friend because whenever I feel upset, I look upto him and becomes relaxed, whenever am happy also I look upto him and show my happiness. Sky is indeed one of the great creations god has gifted to us. We should be kind towards him. Clear sky is a boon, and we pollute him with smoke and gases. If we unite we can make him clear and cleaner for the coming generation to feel what I felt.

My journey commences from now on, I hope to get more support for my words and welcome to my world of words…

“I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear.”

Martin Luther King Jr.